In the past two days I have had someone compliment my loyalty, my trustworthiness, my looks, my attitude, my brother, my family, and just me. I don't think anyone understands how happy I am right now. Like, I keep catching myself smiling and I don't even know why. I am so content with most of my life. I am living my life how I think I should live it and I don't give a crap what anyone thinks. I have been so busy, but I still find time to text those that have been there for me. So, pretty much, don't expect me to be there for you, if you haven't been there for me. I find it funny, that now that my life is in order, everyone is being so much nicer to me. Only one person is walking all over me, and I don't know why I am letting her. I think it will change soon, because I am back to the Brittany that does what I want, when I want. I don't care who you are and what you do, I am me, whether you like it or not, and I am pretty sure I am here to stay.<3
I want to say thanks so much to the friends and couple family members who were there for me when I most needed it. I have felt so loved these past couple weeks. I don't know if it is you guys understanding me better, or me letting you in, but I love all my relationships with you right now. The only relationship I am not truly in love with is my little smurf, she keep trying to push me away. pahh, not gonna work. :).
Dear hero: thanks for being there for me, even though its probably annoying, me complaining about my brother. You are such an amazing person, I know I texted you about how amazing you are, but I want to say it again. You are beautiful and I love you to pieces. Thanks for helping me be strong and reminding me that I am not alone in this big world.
Dear life: please continue to only get better.
Sincerely, Brittany.<3
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