Someone told me to go cut myself the other day and that I only do it for attention. I find that annoying, rude, and disgusting. I am so sick of being treated badly. I do not cut for attention, if I did wouldn't you all see my scars and wouldn't you have seen my cuts when I did it? If I did it for attention would I wear jackets or sweatshirts all the time, no matter the weather? Somedays it is close to 90 degrees and my stupid butt is in a jacket, because I want to hide my cuts or scars. So, if you say I do it for attention, then I would LOVE for one of you to tell me the last time I did it? Yeah, that's right. None of you could, point proven.
Lately, I have noticed that you can't trust anyone. I have put my trust in so many people and no matter what it always backfires. When will I find someone to trust? Will I ever? I wish I had a friend like me, because I don't tell others secrets, I keep my mouth shut. I don't know, when is it going to be over? I can't take it anymore, I can't listen to everyone, but when it comes to me no one will listen, and if they do, it becomes another problem, because I have to deal with them telling everyone else. Ugh, do I even make sense? I'm so freaking frustrated, and sad, and I feel stupid. I'm sick of feeling like an idiot. :/
And my ankle hurts.
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