1. For my eighth birthday my Uncle Myron gave me a stuffed animal, I named her Shakieyia, after my mom (sh) and cousin (Kieyia). There hasn't been a night, since I was eight, that I have slept without her. She is my security blanket, I love her.(:
2. I hardly know any of my family. They all live in Missouri and I live in Utah. The few that I do know either live here or come to visit, but everyone else, I couldn't tell you a thing about. This isn't my choice, I wish I had the relationship with them that everyone else does, but none of them really even like me.
3. I am one of the worst people to try and keep in touch with. I don't see the point in trying to have a relationship with friends that live forever away. It's too much effort and eventually you grow apart anyway, so what's the point in trying from the beginning?
4. I have an obsession with horoscopes, numerology, and anything of those sorts. I love learning things about myself and these things always happen to be true. I would read them everyday, if I could remember or if I wasn't so busy.
5. I have an obsession with Mickey Mouse & zebra print. I would die if I didn't have these two things in my life. I don't know where my obsessions with Mickey Mouse began, but I love him, he is the legit Disney character, I love him.<33 And zebra, I think it began when I was in like tenth grade, I don't know, but it is one of the only God-made prints, and it's so beautiful. I love it, ahhh, I just love them.(:6.You can be mad at me, hurt by me, upset at my actions, and I won't really feel a thing, but the moment someone says they are disappointed in me, my heart breaks. That is one of the worst words in the English language. It hurts, because it means they had higher expectations for you, and you didn't live up to them.
7. If you just looked at me and didn't know me, you would think I didn't care about a thing anyone said about me. The truth is, I care so much. I want to make a note card confession video so bad, but I am scared of what I would want to put in it. I am scared that everyone would hate me, that I'd be called a liar, or that I would be judged more. I hate that people get this affect on me, I wish I was strong.
8. I am not shy around people I don't know. I will say whatever I am feeling, and not be ashamed of it. But as soon as I know the person, I freak out, I become shy. I make things so awkward and I basically push people away. I don't do it on purpose, I just can't help myself. To actually know someone means you spent enough time with them for them to know you, I don't want anyone to know the real me.
9. I used to write in a journal, every night, but I stopped when I was a junior, because I went back to read all my journals and all that was in them was lies. I didn't want people to know my true feelings and such, so I began to lie in my journal, so what's the point of having one? There isn't. So I don't keep one anymore.
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