Monday, June 20, 2011

There is a town in France named condom:

Ten things to ten people.
Christen:
When you turned eighteen is when we began to drift apart, but somehow grow close at the same time. I can never even explain it.  You decided to get your 'new friends' and your 'new life' and you basically forgot all about me. I say basically, because every time you needed me, you would call or text me, but that was really only when you needed me.  I don't know when you decided you were too good for me, or when they were more important than me, but it hurts to be dropped like that.  We used to have so much fun together, but now whenever we are hanging out you are always texting and aren't really there. You are such an amazing girl, and I know you don't intentionally do the stuff you do to me, or mean to hurt me. I, partly, think that no matter what you know I will always be here for you and so you push me to the side until you need me, but maybe that isn't it.  I don't know. Whatever it is, it sucks. I hope it changes soon. 
Denmark:
I don't even know where to start. You are one of my favorite people on this earth.  I look up to you so much and I don't know where I'd be without you.  I know we hardly talk any more, because neither of us are the same people we were, but I do l love you and miss you.  You were my favorite young womens leader, ever.  We always had so much fun together, I loved every minute of it. I loved all the talks we had in your car, all the letters you wrote me, all the memories we made. I wish I wasn't a disappointment and we had the relationship we used to. I want nothing, but to be close again. I hate the small talk we had when we last saw each one another.
Anon:
You made my life a living hell. I always wonder if you are living your life day by day, while I sit here thinking about everything that happened, do you even remember?
Darwin Sr.:
I love you, I know it's been eleven years since I've seen you, but I am so scared to see you again. I don't want to, I like the relationship we have now, where I can call you and text you. I don't want to see you, right now, but I am so scared to actually say this to you.
Mom:
Stop being a pushover, stand up for yourself. Stop trying to convince everyone how amazing you are and getting everyone to love you, I loved you when you didn't even know his name. You were strong and amazing to me my whole childhood, so forget everyone else. 
Darwin:
Baby brother, I want so much better for you, I don't think you will ever understand how much you are messing up your life. You have so many people that care about you, let them.  Take this from me, I pushed everyone away that said they cared and now here I am, alone. Let people care, trust them, don't mess up your life like I have.  You were meant to shine, yes, life sucks some days, but remember the days that life was good. You have to learn that some people don't remember things like you (darwin sr.), so just let it go, move on, he's your dad.  Some girls are idiots, they aren't worth your tears. You are amazing, you have such a sweet heart and I love you so much.
Skyler:
I love you, enough said.
Godwin:
 I wanted you to be my dad, but you just proved to me that you are just like every other man in the world.
Uncle Wayne:
You have been on my mind for the past couple days. I love you so much, I don't think you will ever truly know how much you mean to me.  Those texts I sent the other day weren't even 1/4 of how I feel. You are my hero, always have been, always will be. You are such an amazing dad and uncle. We are all so lucky to have you in our family. You have always been there for me, even when I didn't realize you were. You and Aunt Angie believed me, and for that I owe you so much. I was so scared as a little girl and you always made me feel so comfortable. You were the first male I trusted, and I have never been scared of you.  I can never even begin to explain how amazing you are and how much you mean to me, I love you so much. Thanks for being there for me and believing me. 
Brook:
I freaking love you so much, you are the only true friend I have ever had. We always have so much fun together even when we are doing nothing.  I think you are the only person that can get on my nerves the way you do, but I still love you.  I am going to miss you so much, I hate that you had to leave.  I love you dude.

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