It may never be the same.

I have the hardest time trusting anyone. It sucks when I go out of my comfort zone to trust others and then it gets blown up in my face. I feel like a fool.. I feel like I knew better but I didn't want to.. its a good thing I haven't ever told anyone my big secret.. because no one can be trusted.. everytime I say that I get people saying God is always there or maybe you are putting your trust in the wrong people.. God already knows my secrets and I am trusting the wrong people, because secrets always get out.. I'm bummed. :/