Dear you,

I'm sorry for hurting you when I get angry.
I just don't know what else to do.
I'm so freaking sad all the time.
So I take it all out on you.
Whenever I look at you, it disgusts me.
I feel bad for not being strong enough.
I owe you my life, without you, I'd have lost it.
I regret everything I've done.

If I could make it up to you, I would.
But how could I?
You can't just forget and forgive when all you are all scars.
I really messed up bigtime, I'm a bad person.
I can't take any of it back, I tried to erase the past before.
It doesn't work and it makes my skin sore.
If this sorry isn't good enough, maybe this thank you is.
Thanks for being my only friend.
Thanks for helping me through all the hard times.
Thanks for saving my life.
Thanks for reminding me not to trust a soul.
Thanks for the memories the burn holds.
Thanks for helping me through my whole life.
I wish I didn't have to use you now, but its the only thing that feels right.
Sincerely,
Me.