You know how people do or say something and you know they don't mean it hurtful, but you can't help but take it that way? Yeah, today has had many instance like that and I feel stupid for being totally crushed. I have really been having a rough day and it was supposed to be a big day for me. I had something really exciting happen to me and when I called to tell some people they didn't answer and I never got a call back. That hurts, because it doesn't have to be a long conversation. Just a quick, "hi, what's going on?" "okay, bye"
It also hurts when you think someone likes you and cares about you, but they don't. Not in a lovey dovey boyfriend way, but just like people who you thought cared, but when it came down to it nobody give a flying eff.. Idk.
A lot of stuff has been put into perspective to me lately. I have no one and that sucks. Everyone tells me their problems but I can't trust them for mine. I get called attention whore, cold hearted bitch, etc. almost everyday. I know I should just ignore it, but it hurts. It hurts that I am thought of that way. Idk, I feel stupid.
I just feel so stupid.
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