Goodbye love.

I'm not good with goodbyes, because I know that after a couple months I will lose touch with the person. Not because I no longer love them, but because I feel I no longer mean anything to them. I know it's stupid, but I can't help it. I push people away more than anything else in this world. I hate that I do it, but I can't really help it. I try so hard, but I never stay in touch, it sucks.