I'm the girl with the loud voice and the even more obnoxious laugh. I am the girl you that almost always has a smile on. The awkward girl that talks to random people and waves to cars passing by. The one that does a victory dance when she is happy. I am the girl who you tell your problem to, the girl you can trust. You all know me, right? Wrong, because no one knows me. Everyone thinks my life is so perfect an I have nothing to complain about. And that's not true, I feel guilty every single day of my life, because someone else deserves this spot on earth more than I do. The only reason I get out of bed each morning is because I have to pee. Other than that, I'd rather just hide. I feel like no one loves me an I feel like no one cares. I know I hate hugs, but I wish someone would just come up to me and tell me they love me. That's all I care about, acceptance. I don't know, I'm just sick of feeling awkward and out of place. But I guess that's life?
I know what you're thinking, attention whore? But no, because I don't think anyone will read this anyway.
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