As I look back on my life I realize that no one has ever really been there for me. I am kind of upset, because I'm always there for everyone. I am always talking about the same thing, every time I write on this blog its about trust this, people suck that. I don't understand why I can't have one decent person that actually cares about me. I feel so alone all the time and no matter how hard I try I piss someone off and do something wrong. I am never good enough for anyone and everyone always like some one better. I just can't even breathe right now because I am trying not to sob. I am being replaced in my family with the two people I introduced to my family. I called them my best friends, but now they took over my family and no one even loves me anymore. I am not exaggerating. I literally am the outcast in my family. I am the one that doesn't fit in. I am the one that doesn't matter. My feelings don't matter to anyone and everyone would do so much better without me.
What a wonderful life I have. I really adore my entire family!!
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