Nerd? I prefer the term: more intelligent than you.

I am sitting at Aunt Becky's house, watching the first season of Desperate Housewives and all I can think about is a show I watched this morning named Unforgettable. I really like that show, it's amazing, but something in the first episode made me think. At the end of the episode they had a funeral for a girl and she only had a couple people there. It makes me so sad. I don't want to be the person that only has very few people that actually care about me, but I also don't want to be the person that has a bunch of people who hated me and talked about me. I don't know. I just want people at my funeral. I want people to love me and care about me. I don't like that most of my family dislikes and doesn't know me. I want people that will actually think of me and miss me when I'm gone. Hopefully it doesn't happen soon. Cause if so, my funeral is going to be pretty plain.