Druggie.

My mother had the nerve to tell me that she sits and talks to me for hours too, because I told her she liked our friends better than us. What a flat out lie. I, honestly, want to get pregnant or have a drug addiction sometimes just so my mom would love me. I know it sounds stupid and immature, but I'm seriously so annoyed. I am really so sad lately, and I wish I could cut. Its been so hard not to. And my birthday is gonna suck. Ugh, I really hate what my life has come to. :/