I really believe if my mom knew that this is who I'd be, she would have done anything she could to prevent having me. I feel like she wishes I were never born and would be fine with just Jasmine and Darwin. I'm just another person to cry to and take her anger out on.
You know, I am having a hard time, because I just want to be loved. I just want my mom to listen to me and try to help me. I want my dad to call me up and talk to me all the time. I want my sister to want to hang out with me and stop criticizing me. I want to be loved. I want to know that if something happened to me, I'd be missed. That someone cares if I have a next breath or not. I want to feel like I belong somewhere. I just want someone to care..
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