So I was so excited for my birthday this year, but all I have been doing is crying.
I'm sad my Aunt Becky and my cousins won't be here for my birthday.
I'm sad I don't have my best friend by my side.
I'm sad that my brother isn't here.
I'm sad that my family is fighting.
What's the point of living another year when it's going to be a year without all my family and friends near.
I'm just sad.